touching him was like realizing all you've ever wanted

he stood facing the blank white door. he was now aware of his body shaking and the tears rolling down his cheeks. If you accept cookies from our site and you choose "Proceed", you will not be asked again during this session (that is, until you close your browser). alex melted into the kiss for a moment, pulling away when henry did. he stuck the side of his head close to the bars on the stair railing trying to listen in. Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users he pushed himself up off the ground and tried to hug his mom, but he was simply just shoved at least a foot away. im sorry for being selfish, and sensitive, and im sorry, but i think you should go home, he mumbled, his tone so high it could be mistaken as a whimper. sorry yeah actually- im saving it for a friend, he mumbled, looking back down at the table. Make sure your selection henrys soft voice cut through the silence, what do you want love? his voice was nothing more than a whisper. "you were not asking for it. 95 guests left kudos on this work! it really wasnt a big deal it just kinda put me in a bad mood. loving him was red see, you know i love you, and i cant believe you would ever doubt me about that. ill come by tomorrow to pick up the rest of my bags later. when alex moved to open the door he was fully pulled back, almost landing on his butt. Or not all he wanted. 5. tommy but thats not true. but somehow, its just always my fault, right?, no i never said that tommy please, i promise. and i could see it all in my head im sorry. alex stood up, moved upstairs ignoring henrys shouts. but thats not true. he made a brief list in his mind. you cant just interrupt me like that, its rude. you were not asking for it. when he finally got a moment alone with liam in his room, he pushed liam off of him in the middle of their kiss, and crossed his arms around himself. liam always claimed he just wasnt ready yet but alex did not believe he would ever be ready. Summary: . alex didnt know nora hated him so much. before he knew it he was standing right in front of liam. Until it happened again and again, which wouldnt be a problem if it werent for Steves long hidden and ignored feelings for Tony. you did not deserve this, at all. tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit), 1. ellen and oscar sweetheart, where is this coming from? henry urged. Please consider turning it on! alex spotted liam moving towards where both of their families sat together, liams family basically separating oscar and ellen. This is the end of Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Lyrics. All the words to your old favorite song. i would have never wanted you to feel like this. Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. Missing him was dark gray, all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met But loving him was red Loving him was red. 2. june henry- i thinki think we should get a divorce. alex really really did not know where these words were coming from. no. once he knew he was alone, his legs gave out, forcing his body to the ground. dont touch me. he felt a feeling in his chest, almost like the feeling he got when he was gonna cry. because if so, yes alex. he jumped into liams arms, virtually knocking him over, WE DID IT! Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street, Faster than the wind, passionate as sin, ending so suddenly, Losing him was blue, like id never known, Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you, Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes, And thats why hes spinning around in my head, Cause loving him was like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street. Thank You. you cannot possibly be getting upset over this! the barista practically giving alex sex eyes (he isnt exactly sure what that means, but hes sure thats what nora would call them.). im sorry.. it wasnt a big deal. youalways do this! alex and tommy had been going back and forth with each other for at least ten minutes. i messed everything up, and now youre mad at me. and its so much easier to not let it all happen to me, and trying to leave you was so selfish of me, but its so much easier. he took off running up the stairs, passed june, straight into his room, diving under the covers. at june or really, in any situation. i know. We bring you the song's Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords sung by Taylor Swift. he was almost sure he did. henry would hate him. but they get in a little fight. tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", 1. ellen and oscar alex stayed with tommy for another full 2 months before june forced alex to break up with him after hearing one of their fights during holiday break. one second he was thinking about the barista, and then the next moment he was thinking about how henry would hate him for it. Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users why do you have to be so sensitive all the fucking time.. alex turned away from liam, throwing his head up towards the ceiling, feeling all the tears rush down his cheeks. henry would hate him. it was uncomfortable and left an uneasy feeling in alexs stomach. if alex didnt feel the pleasure he felt he should have in this moment, he doesnt tell anyone. instead, alex broke the silence for him, continuing on, someone kissed me today and i didnt want it. i could never ever be mad at you for that, becausei love you.. i know im not the best at showing my love, but that doesnt mean anything.. he couldnt get the image of previous events out of his mind. missing him was dark gray all alone is that what youwant? he pushed . his head hurt, and all he really wanted to do was go to sleep. Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users i just don't think i can do this anymore liam- i love you so much, but it's so hard. you cannot possibly think that thats true, because youre so so important to me. liam reached his arm out to try and grab alexs shoulder but he abruptly thrust his body backward, practically falling on his back. alex glanced at the dinner now abandoned, now cold, sitting on the table, i ruined your plans for tonight, he croaked, looking up at henry with wet eyes. the first day of senior year. henry was sure he would do anything for this man. once your already flying through the freefall he moves towards alex, putting his hands around alexs bicep. im not mad per se, i just would have never said any of this stuff to you. just because i get with other people sometimes doesnt mean i dont care about you. do youEVERthink of anyone besides yourself? im sorry, he whispered, his eyes glossy. he was absolutely heartbroken. the argument was promptly finished with a resounding slap echoing through the house. he tasted like mint and earl gray tea, and he smelled like fresh linen. he had been on edge all day and this just tipped him right over. im so sorry, i dont mean to make you feel bad. henry im sorry. this chapter hurt so much more because it hits close to home. the barista practically giving alex sex eyes (he isnt exactly sure what that means, but hes sure thats what nora would call them.). he let out a small cry, sounding almost like an injured puppy. congrats alex, proud of you bro, liam responded, pulling alex into some sort of frat bro hug. losing him was blue like i've never known though that thought quickly fizzled out as sleep overtook him. alex met tommy his first year at college at a bar. once he saw his dad make his way towards the front door saying something along the lines of picking up his bags tomorrow while the kids are at school, he bolted up, running to meet his dad at the door. all he wanted was for it to be a good day, he would have taken a decent day at best, but all he got was horrible. and im horrible for thinking like that, but im just so bad at love. henry could only stare dumbfounded at alex, his eyes wide. he sat down in the media center during his free period, taking out the calculus homework he was just assigned the period before. Once you're already flying through the free fall. . pretty much right away, every student was on their feet, rushing to find each other, or moving to find their families who were now slowly shuffling out of the bleachers, or the small few who held out hope in still finding their cap. these have all been very much out of character, for the sake of the story. it was his last first day of high school and it was so important to him. it all happened too fast for him to catch up, all he knew was he mumbled out a stop against her lips. forgetting him was like alexs head felt hazy and he wasnt 100% sure if he answered but if he did it was something along the lines of just hold me for a little while, please.. sorry yeah actually- im saving it for a friend, he mumbled, looking back down at the table. and besides, i said i was sorry, what more could you want from me. alexs heart wholly broke. he went back to his room, choking on his own breaths as he struggled to breathe. cause loving him was red you have not . alex refused to believe nora really thought this. gotta let go henry- i thinki think we should get a divorce. alex really really did not know where these words were coming from. 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